For Starters

Day 1)

Hello World of Blogging!

So, I've decided to make my own space for blogging which I can use as my own personal online diary, place to post inspiring music/lyrics, or quotes, ect. Anyone who reads my blogs will really get to know me. It'll kinda be like a glimpse of inside my head...not like anyone really wants to know what's inside my head but still I think this will be fun to post in. I will write about what I'm passionate about, pet peeves, inspirations, or just something random.

Food for thought -- I am an actress. I have been in theatre for 6 years and love every minute of it. Something I've discovered about life is that so many people around me are actors (and good ones to say the least). You have people who you think they are best friends, yet when you get one of them alone, they have nothing good to say about the other. Another source of acting is a person dying of cancer, and hide their fear with a smile trying to be brave but really their screaming inside. You have the girl, who gave all she had to a boy who left her high and dry. She lies to her friends that she's alright, tells them she's relieved to not be tied down, but really she's never been hurting more in all her life. Everywhere I look in almost all situations you see people acting. They act like everything's alright, like everything's cool, or like they really do care about what your telling them. It makes me wonder... If everyone was honest and took off the mask, what would the world be like? Probably chaos. It's made me want to dig below the surface. When you ask your friends how they are doing, do you really WANT to know? Are you asking to just be polite or do you truly want to hear an answer? How many times in your life has someone asked "How are you?" and you answered "Fine, Good, Not Bad,.ect" when really it was a total lie? Think about that. We've all done it. I'm not sure how to fix situations like this. Some people prefer to deal with things on their own. I just want to encourage people to care about one another. To be the person that others can talk to. I've failed at this so many times because I'm "too busy" to care. I want to challenge myself and anyone taking the time to read this to put their best foot foreward and start caring. Starting.... Now?